waiting patiently within these walls
mind numbly bored hopeless drowning in utter despair
depressingly desperate despair washed over me again underneath
this mask of uncertainty can’t even breath heartache head ache body pains
foggy minds lossing sleep again its obsolete, underneath my masquerade
of indifference surrounding myself in nothingness
when will these feelings go away?
where is the light wonder of life and magical
sunshine of happiness,