All I Ever Wanted

All I Ever Wanted

All I ever wanted was some place to hide.
I don’t want to fight you,

I’m being eaten by the nothing.
I AM the nothing,

And you are less;
Inside HIM I can hide.
He is the DEVIL,

He is my lover,
I can’t live like this,
It’s killing me!
All I ever wanted was to be free!
But these chains hold me down,
No matter how I fight!
These tears I cry,

These screams you cannot hear,

All of this inside of me,
And you wonder why?

All I ever wanted was to die.
Why won’t you let me?

Gentle Introspection

Gentle Introspection
You don’t want to be mine..
To always keep and hold.
Now what can I do

But spend some time being alone.
To avoid rejection

One can sit and do nothing..

Nothing asked so nothing denied

How long can someone wait..

So patiently.
Where is the knowing if all

Our desires can be met in a lifetime
Or is it just better

To let them all go?
Because trying too hard..

Has set me alight
And controlling doesn’t work anymore.

My heart in this darkness
Holds but one flame of truth.

A truth that flickers through this all.
There was never such a thing

As a perfection outside of me.
I only needed to realise….

 

Do you Love!

Do you Love!

Do you Love the way you smile

Do you Love the sky so blue

Do you Love the deep blue sea

Do you Love the winter so cold

Do you Love the summer so hot

Do you Love the tree so green

Do you Love,

Love it self!

Night Fright

Night Fright
I see a shadow in the dark moving toward my bed
I feel a hand creep up beside and it is cold and dead
I taste the blood of ebony as pours from my very veins
I look and find upon my wall blood an everlasting stain
I hear the knife pull from the sheath and wait for endless pain
But then the sun creeps to the sky
And I find I did not die
The shadows run away from me
The hand a cats wet nose
The blood a jacket on a nail
Now all is fine and I’m alive
Thank goodness for the day.

Halloween

Halloween
Hope Prosperity-Magic
Little people all about,
Run, shout and never pout,
Candy is all about.
Costumes here and costumes there,
No one is running bare.
Witches, goblins and ghosts,
Where are all the hosts.
Knock on doors with a light,
“Let’s give them a fright.”
We are here for a sweet,
We are trick or treating!

As The Days Go By

As The Days Go By
As the days go by
I wonder into the sky
To do or not to
Is the main question in my mind
Decisions decisions decisions……..
That I make that’s making me go crazy all the way
As the days go by
I have forgot how to play
To do or not to
Is the only thing in my mind
Decisions decisions decisions……..
That I make that’s making me go crazy all the way