Black is what I want to see
Tired of seeing me
Sick of wanting to be
Someone no one ever sees
Where is the blackness, I can’t see
I want it to be within me
Somewhere that I can be
It will make me free
When I walk in the moon light
And there is no one in sight
I look at the shadow in front of me
Wondering if it is a different being
It looks so beautiful and strong
Making it’s way through the hurdles so long
And I am walking along the road side
Thinking about my whole life
And my dreams are flying like a kite
And when I see my shadow
That I’m not going to give up
Without a fight.
Dreams are those of humankind,
To display the fears within the mind.
Dark visions within the mist,
Pounding your skull like an iron fist.
Fingers grip an untold pain,
As the dreams turn your mind insane.
White rooms and hellish screams,
Blood flowing from padded beams.
To form the words you often find,
Within the child’s darkened mind.
I am blessed to be alive
I am blessed to work and strive.
I am blessed to breath and talk.
I am blessed to move and walk.
I am blessed to have a child,
A baby boy who is cute and wild.
He comforts me with all his joy,
And he will always be my boy.
I am blessed to help others,
Especially those like me who are
I am blessed to dance, jump, and sing
I am blessed to do almost anything.
Thank you God for blessing me.
Happy birthday to my little monkey boy
Oceanic Love dewy
LOVE makes Ocean
Or it is waves,
It is not rivers,
And lakes that
Makes an Ocean.
BUT from the ocean sprouts rivers,
Flowing and creeping to the peaks of LOVE.
Being an ocean you are just a drop.
When Tears Hurt
Sitting back gazing into the night,
Tears softly silde down my face after another fight.
I know you love me,
Or at least that’s the words you say,
Why does our nights always end up this way.
Clenching my pillow tight,
Praying to god everything will be alright.
I know that love,
Isn’t supposed to feel this way,
Hurting each other to the point,
We both feel like running away.
Time elapses so quickly.
Like the time between
A baby’s first smile
And the day you give
Her hand to another
Who loves her as much
As you do, with all they have.
Time isn’t there for us
To question or measure.
It is given as a way
To measure our lives.
What we’ve done,
who we’ve shared
our souls and hearts with.
Time like life and love
are over so quickly.
Take time to love,
Love to take time before
there’s nothing to be measured.
Lighting the darkness
Life and love through all eyes,
Dreams of life drifting by us,
Life without love,
Love without life,
The beauty of the two
Is priceless together.
Like the moon and the stars
They need each other
To share the sky
In the darkest of times.
To lead the way for all.
Glaring up at that one
Finding those dreams of life
With such life in it
That it alone could
Light up the night sky
In a unique or symbolic value rejoice,
Entertainment when choosing a voice;
The area of diamond,
Remembers thee say;
Orlando is geared four C’s:
Clarify and bow,
Both Disney and color.
Carat is now;
Universal offer family thee weight of thee today,
Oriented shows for diamond,
Cut is today.
I Refuse To Go Down
You know, looking back on my life; there is over a million things,
That you would think I would of wanted to change.
But now that I look back on it,
I would not have changed one thing!
For I have learned the hard way,
That if I did not go through what I have,
I would not be who I am today!
If I had to go through all the abuse again,
Seeing all the blood and tears, I’d gladly do it again
I know alot of you must think I am insane,
But without the bad, you can’t have the good.
Everything I have been through,
Is the same as most serial killers have been through,
The only difference between me and them are,
I have a very strong willed soul.
I guess I refused to let my experiences get to me,
And twist me insane, rather I chose to become;
A stronger person inside!