Ok I haven’t written in quite a while guess i have been so wrapped up in my head
At night I lay in bed tossing and turning
I weep quietly
many tears I do shed
I am shedding tears and keeping company with fears and worries
This is how depression takes over it starts small and it grows from there ,
it creeps in on silent foggy feet
wraps it energy sucking dullness around you like a heavy cloak
it blocks out all the joy it steals all emotions but sadness and loneliness
then comes the weeping and the gray cloudy days one has trouble remembering things and concentrating important tasks
get pushed to the back as the nagging voices of self doubt and negative creep in and ruin your self esteem