Averse Reactions and weight gain

As salam alikum

I haven’t written in a while to be honest I have had a lot going on and just haven’t had the time to catch my breath let alone write so here’s a brief update :

I tried a IUD ( form of birth control with hormones) and in the 3 months I had it I gained 21 pounds Yes 21 pounds and I’ve had a long period over 4 weeks long it made me feel blah cranky and all around horrible so on the 27th I had it removed and my body decided to get revenge on me I still have a period and very bad cramps ( checked with doctor and she said total normal some times I want to scream…………………………

My toddler is still bouncing off the walls and messing up the house as soon as I get it clean .



well readers I do not know what to say …………………………………………………….

I feel like crap well to be exact this has been how I’ve felt for days my eyes leak out tears I am sad and lonely as well as stressed out a bit over whelmed why why why is all that runs through my head somedays I think I’d be better off dead

all the things never said ……………………open letter to my deceased best friend

All the things I never got to say are sitting here in my head

I can’t say them to you because you are now dead

there is no use wishing I could go back and tell you all that’s swirling around in my head.

I pray Allah that you find peace and Jannah

I want to says these things in my head so here goes

I love you were my best friend

We were kindred spirits forging ahead no one really understood us but we could sit for hours and not have to share every thought that popped into our heads

we knew when one and other needed an ear a shoulder or both ,

we laughed together at the good times

we cried together through the bad times

we were each others rocks

we were best friends and we knew that was what we needed

I miss you

I just wanted to say sorry if I ever caused you any pain

I’m sorry you died alone I feel bad about not knowing you were as sick as you were.

I can’t turn back the clocks of time there is no rewind in life it just keeps marching on …………………………………………………………….

I am glade we got to walk on the road of time together even if it was just a short while .

I sorry if I messed up in getting your will stuff straightened out it just wasn’t and isn’t easy .

I did keep the promise that you would be buried Islamicly , I made sure all the islamic stuff found a new home

I miss your laughter and talking , I even miss the times we shared in tears we had good times we had happy times we had bad times and sad times

You were my best friend I miss you and will pray for you

cool no more chemical bugs sprays

solace and joy

My Dears,

The height of summer’s heat is behind us. Mornings and nights are definitely cooler. That means spiders and other creepy crawlies are seeking a warm place for the winter. And our homes are the best lodgings to be had.

One way to deal with spider invasions is to prevent them. I prefer to use the power of essential oils to make my own spider/insect repellant.

I rounded up a list of essential oils insect repellants from several aromatherapy books. And if pregnant or nursing, or suffering from an ailment, research the effects of the oils before using and always consult your health care provider and/or aromatherapist. Here’s the list:

  • Lavender
  • Cedarwood
  • Citronella
  • Eucalyptus (has a slight estrogen-like effect on the body)
  • Geranium (avoid in early stages of pregnancy)
  • Lemongrass
  • Clove

Of course, the recipe I use remains a closely guarded family secret. However, here is a good one…

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