My Secret
Dreaming…
Of sitting in the sand.
Thinking…
Of walking hand in hand.
Hoping…
To be discerned.
Wishing…
For love returned.
Wanting…
Something true.
Loving…
Only you.
Dreaming…
Of sitting in the sand.
Thinking…
Of walking hand in hand.
Hoping…
To be discerned.
Wishing…
For love returned.
Wanting…
Something true.
Loving…
Only you.
The new moon has been sighted Shaaban is over Ramadhan has begun
And I’m so excited
I wake up for suhoor
And see the feast
But unable to eat much
Because images flash in front of me
About those who are poor
And will have nothing but water and a piece of bread
If they are lucky
As I begin my fast
I see images of my ummah being blasted
By the dastardly and cowardly
From five thousand feet high
Who don’t care who they hit, kill and maim
Even during Ramadhan
I read the Quran
And struggle after a few pages
My eyes turn bleary
Concentration wanes
And I think about my brothers
Resisting injustice
In far away lands And I shed a few tears
Iftar time
And my favorite delicacies are missing
I start complaining
I fail to see the blessing
For that which
I have
And always crave for more
I stand for terrawaih
My feet ache
I count the rakahs
Wishing the Imam would hurry
But my brothers in lands far away
Have no choice
But to stand and protect
The Ummah’s dignity
From the marauding crusaders
Eid is night
I buy new clothes
And shops are busy
In the hustle and bustle
I think of the widows and orphans
Struggling to make do
Wearing rags and just surviving
Sometimes begging and prostituting
My days are carefree
Without worry
Or stress
While the majority of the Ummah
Suffer and live in poverty
So ungrateful Disrespectful
For all that Allah has blessed me with
Maybe if Allah swapped me
With those who have little
Then I would contemplate
And appreciate
The mercy of Allah
Towards me and family
But those in hardship
Appreciate the little
And not belittle
What they have
And thank Allah
For the things we take for granted
Especially the Quran
Turning to it constantly
For inspiration
And Motivation
As they struggle on a daily basis
To Make Allah’s word high
Well ramadan has started and its going good I guess this is my second time fasting during ramadan ,
To be honest it has been hard on me let me explain it, matters not that I go without food it is the no drinking from farj prayer till marbib prayer that I have the most trouble with.
Normally when not fasting I chug water all day long , once I kept track of just how much water I drank during a 24 hour period and it was over 2.5 gallons this is not factoring in tea, coffee or any other type of liqiuds .
Ramadan started off with a series of bangs thats how they let everyone know here in morocco, I fasted the first two days then aunt flo arrived after iftar of the second day of fasting.
For the next 7 days I didn’t fast but I helped out in other ways I helped cook foods chased children and washed clothes as well as tons of dishes .
I still wash the dishes whenever I find them you would believe how fast the dishes pile up.
I have been trying to read the Qur’an now that I am ovear aunt flo. It is slow going but in sha Allah I will finish it .
Today we made zemata a type of moroccan dessert it is yummy but very tiring to make .
The first 14 days of Ramadan have already passed and so far what I have learned is when its the hottest part oF the day try to nap or at least lay still under a fan .
After fast has been broken start drinking alot of water eat high protien meals soups and watermelon to help hydrate you .
I came across this free online training on how to be productive during Ramadan & I thought you might find it beneficial.
Here’s the link to sign up: http://app.webinarjam.net/register/13159/c8beaf07ef
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