I know God has you in his arms.
Every single night
I just wish I was the one.
That was holding you so tight.
I think of the years that could have been.
And how the years would go.
And how I would be your mommy.
And that I would be able to show
To show to everyone that I love you.
And how much you mean to me.
For when it comes to Christmas time
You are the only star up on the tree.
I love you son♡
To my first born written before I became a Muslim