Silence

Silence

The silence is a deafening thing
Sound echoes so hollow, the emptiness
Screams more words than we could ever
Follow with our ears or hearts.
It draws everything into it,
Pulling, calling, and taking
Shuting all away, never letting on
That it knows everything.

The silence takes away your
Breath, it renders you helpless
To feign pleasantness, to be
Fake like you were before.
The silence makes you tell the
Truth as you never told before
Silence forces you to be the real you
It takes away all pretense,lying no more.

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Honeydrop

Love was the honey drop
Held to this plate
It rolled freely as the
Plate tilted in the soft hands
Viscous checked it from falling down,
Yet letting it roll the way it wanted.
The cold wave, gusty wind
Fleeting rain and burning cold
The little drop froze
Sharp pick, hurt and bruises
Impatient and anger lit the flame
Red, orange and blue
Bruise and soot clad hands
Forayed the sweet drop in the heart

Forever Friends

You’re my friend and that is true,

But the gift was given from me to you.

We went thru moments that were good and bad,

Even moments that was happy and sad.

You supported me when I was in tears,

We stuck together when we were in fear,

it’s really sad that it had to be this way,

But it has reached its very last day.

Miles away can’t keep us apart,

’cause you’ll always be in my heart

Mirror Mirror

Mirror Mirror

Eyelashes too small,

A girl’s face
Is staring back.

Shoulders too broad,

Tummy too round,

A woman’s
Waist is all that’s there,

Now
I’ve made it worse!

I’ve gone

And
Chopped off all my hair!
You’re ugly,disgusting!

Go Away!

I HATE you!

I HATE YOU!
You’re not good enough!

No One will EVER love YOU!

You’re
Worthless,

An idiot,

A harlot,
And a bore!

You’re shallow,

And
Empty;

Who could ever like you!

Not even your own mother wants

To be around you! I

HATE you!
You make me sick..

So I recite
To each and every mirror on the wall
That shows me

The Ugliest monster
Of all.

A Well That Will Never Run Dry

A Well That Will Never Run Dry

The tears I cry are sad

And lonely tears,

Filled with
Heartbreaking pain

And bitter fears

Of what may not come to be.
I stare out into the midnight

Blue darkness that engulfs

The night of my soul

And feel my heart sink,

So crestfallen inside
That the world is not still

Beautiful

And green with life
And love such as the love that

Lies dormant

And waiting in the
Core of my soul’s heart.

It loves
Purely,

Faithfully,

And forever all
That ask the vows.

This is the well
That will never run dry,

This is the reason

The distance makes me cry

a very beautiful poem 

A very beautiful poem 

As if a spy from you
Were  watching my inclinations,
And another were watching
My gaze and tongue.

Whenever my eyes saw,
After you, any sight
Displeasing to you, I thought:
They’ve seen me.

And whenever from my mouth,
There emerged, in front of you,
A word meant for another than you,
I thought: 

They’ve heard me,

And whenever through the secret of my heart
There passed, after you, a thought
For another than you,
They pull up on my reins.

These brothers sincere — I wearied
Of their speech
And seized back from them
My gaze and tongue.

Renunciation could not console me
For their loss
Until I experienced you
Witnessed in every place.

Sacrifice

Sacrifice

Every word I speak is an obscenity in disguise.
Every truth I speak is hidden in 1000 lies.

Did it ever occur to you that it’s MY life I despise?
Laugh away the pain,

Cry in silent agony for sleep’s guise

Run away to hide my pain,

Shun the sunshine.
Hold my head as the earth quakes,

No one hears my cries.

Words and silence both are equal destroyers,
Both my demise;

Overwhelmed by life’s tragic traumatic travesty.