I know God has you in his arms.
Every single night
I just wish I was the one.
That was holding you so tight.
I think of the years that could have been.
And how the years would go.
And how I would be your mommy.
And that I would be able to show
To show to everyone that I love you.
And how much you mean to me.
For when it comes to Christmas time
You are the only star up on the tree.
I love you son♡
To my first born written before I became a Muslim
Hands determinedly digging
through sand, rocks and shells
pounding, pumping and preparing
magnificent mounds of living structure.
Like castles of sand
on a burning beach,
our cities emerge
from lifeless barren soil.
A network of confusion
erupting into violence and hate.
Only the rich can have
the upper windows
that look out and on, away
from the mess their hands
have formed.
The others, stifled
sitting in houses
awaiting death.
Seizing, grasping any kind of joy
that comes their way,
even if their joy claims
that of others.
Stagnated youth, lying helpless at the end of a needle
Stolen innocence of childhood appeasing the lusts of men
Tyrannical credit cards
seizing wealth that does not exist,
pulling people into poverty
in the name of freedom.
Beware! the tide always comes
what we think is permanent, stable and prolonged
disappears in an instant.
Our castles of sand
that cost so much of life and beauty to build,
will one day,
all be washed away.
Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
There’s not a day that doesn’t goes by
That I don’t think of you
You are always on my mind
And always in my heart
And that is something you can’t tear apart.
I will always be your mommy.
And I will always love you so
But the day god took you from me.
Was the day you had to go?
You had to go to a better place.
But you will always be around.
For my thoughts of you
Is what makes me think?
What it would have been like if you were around
I love you son more than anything♡
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Life’s Warm Glow
If you’ve ever seen
A beautiful sunset
Then you know it’s
Not seeing its warmth,
But letting yourself
Dream and feel its glow.
It holds spirits, souls,
Memories that rekindle
Every time you find yourself
Drifting away into its
Magnificent glory.
A sunset is nothing
Short of a warm loving
Moment that you forget
About life and its
Sorrows, its shortcomings.
It’s there to remind us all
Of life’s treasures
And beauty.
Compromises
Crying deep inside and
Smiling at every face I see
It happens in real to people
And I am feeling now
Could I blame to the heart
Often It breaks,
And breaks me
None knows..
None should know
That what it is feels inside
It’s all words and promises
That we all live on,
Day after day
Did I keep my promises to all
Why do I cry when someone didn’t
I will keep forgiving day after day
Compromises are love is all about
Didn’t know it before…
Even now
Crying deep inside.
Even when smile
Now you will feel no storms,
for each of you will be shelter to the other.
Now you will feel no cold,
for each of you will be warmth to the other.
Now there is no loneliness,
for each of you is companion to the other,
You are two persons,
but there is one life before you, and one home.
Turn together to look at the road you traveled,
to reach this—the hour of your happiness.
It stretches behind you into the past.
Look to the future that lies ahead.
A long and winding, adventure-filled road,
whose every turn means discovery,
new hopes, new joys, new laughter,
and a few shared tears.
May happiness be your companion,
May beauty surround you both in the journey ahead;
And through all the years to come.
Go this day to your dwelling place
and enter into your days together.
May your days be good and long
upon the earth.
Your adventure has just begun!
All I Ever Wanted
All I ever wanted was some place to hide.
I don’t want to fight you,
I’m being eaten by the nothing.
I AM the nothing,
And you are less;
Inside HIM I can hide.
He is the DEVIL,
He is my lover,
I can’t live like this,
It’s killing me!
All I ever wanted was to be free!
But these chains hold me down,
No matter how I fight!
These tears I cry,
These screams you cannot hear,
All of this inside of me,
And you wonder why?
All I ever wanted was to die.
Why won’t you let me?
Gentle Introspection
You don’t want to be mine..
To always keep and hold.
Now what can I do
But spend some time being alone.
To avoid rejection
One can sit and do nothing..
Nothing asked so nothing denied
How long can someone wait..
So patiently.
Where is the knowing if all
Our desires can be met in a lifetime
Or is it just better
To let them all go?
Because trying too hard..
Has set me alight
And controlling doesn’t work anymore.
My heart in this darkness
Holds but one flame of truth.
A truth that flickers through this all.
There was never such a thing
As a perfection outside of me.
I only needed to realise….
Dpressedmuslimah 