Thoughts

Thoughts

I feel now that I want to die
I sweet know exactly why
I wonder now if I should even try
I want something perfect
I want something I almost had
now that I’ve lost it
I feel nothing but depression and anger
the only thing I wanted
was something I’ll never have
I want to forget
but there no way I can

I thought I was stronger
and thought my pain was over
I don’t know what to do
how to think
to make it all feel better
it’s all for the best

For the soul in despair…

New Muslim Matters

There will be times when you will be in two minds,times that you will stagger.

Moments when you sit alone introspecting your choice

Those moments when you shall try to understand what future holds but the view will only be blurry.

You think and strive, hoping things to ease maybe not so scary,

You may heave a sigh, for you know that only He knows what future holds. You will smile at this realisation.

You didn’t even know a year back, that this day you would be sitting here and thinking this.

Everyday unfolds as a new chapter and when you close your eyes everyday, you amaze yourself at your performance for that day.

Good or bad, you survived another day.
Tomorrow can be better In shaa Allah.

Remind yourself that you are not alone. Console yourself for only you can.

These tears that you shed, will be counted.
For…

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