What you want

What you want

 

Shall I tell you I’m afraid?
Shall I show you the tears?
Let you creep inside my shell
And drowned in all my fears?
You wonder why it can’t be right
Why I’m always moody and down
If I gave you all my reasons
My brain would begin to pound
Too many things to worry about
Too many days to dread
It’s times like these when I miss you the most
That I wish I were dead
I want to share I truly do
But I’m afraid of what you’d say
If you knew the thoughts in my mind
And how I kept my demons at bay
I see your smile I see your frown
I know you want to understand
I’m sorry there are no better words
To give you what your heart demands.