Past Repeated

Past Repeated

A wind of burning pain brings back flooding memories.
Now it could not be saved;

It couldn’t be taken back.
All that try to take back the past fail.
And yet it is still there, somewhere, though darkness swallows it.
But the darkness is shallow.
It cannot consume the pieces of shattered memories that once existed.
They still exist.
In my heart,

As well as in yours.
Those memories shall live again…

Someday.

 

Torn

Torn

You gaze upon me blindly, not seeing the truth.
You see me for what I am not.
I am not like her.
The wings that held me up once were torn by emotion.
My eyes,
Amber velvet turned opaque green by tears.
My face,
Once radiant and smiling,
Now somber and weary by hatred.
This pain stamped an emotional burn upon my life.
Look at me;
Open your eyes to the sunshine that forever awaits.
A chained heart,
Sealed with eternal pain…
Breaking the shattered illusion where life was bliss.
Seeing the sun through the mist,
Through dark clouds…
Shackled forever to this misery,
To this hatred.
Old wounds disturbed once again….