loving kindness never ends
but when affection isn’t givin from the heart
resentment creeps in blinding the sparks of light
crushing me inside out,
to pieces, words and thoughts go unspoken sympathy between lovers leave nothing but platitudes of paranoid unrequited feelings?
drowning sorrows in tears of grief
I am alone, without a voice or vision
I have great sorrows and greater regret in all the missed tomorrow’s
Yesterday’s pasts repeat themselves with awful images running through my head
clouds blur my eyes and I don’t feel well,
my heart’s in anguish dark on the round my tears tumble down from above,
falling
on the ground there isn’t
a thousand new tears;
I have never seen such griefs
my heart has shattered
into a thousand tiny shards of sapphire blue diamond cloaked in ruby red stained tears shredded of all my life’s blissful dreams and the hopes of all the days,
Dark midnight blue of storms immense, in my own eyes
