Poem 543

loving kindness never ends 

but when affection isn’t givin from the heart  

resentment creeps in blinding the sparks of light

crushing me inside out, 

to pieces, words and thoughts go unspoken sympathy between lovers leave nothing but platitudes of paranoid unrequited feelings?​ 

drowning sorrows in tears of grief

  

Great sorrows of no tomorrow’s 

I am alone, without a voice or vision

I have great sorrows and greater regret in all the  missed tomorrow’s 

Yesterday’s pasts repeat themselves with awful images running through my head 

clouds blur my eyes and I don’t feel well,

 my heart’s in anguish dark on the round my tears tumble down from above, 

falling 

on the ground there isn’t

 a thousand new tears; 

I have  never seen such griefs 

my heart has shattered 

into a thousand tiny shards of sapphire blue diamond cloaked in ruby red stained tears shredded of all my life’s blissful dreams and the hopes of all the days,

Dark midnight blue of storms immense, in my own eyes