poem 56

There are nights that I don’t sleep,
Because your always in my head,
I relax in my bedroom,
Right on my bed.I wish you were here,
So you can hold me tight,
And spend the hours,
Holding me threw the whole night.I’m missing you so much,
That my head is spinning,
I just crave for you,
Oh sometimes I wish you just knew.
How much I need you.There are loney nights,
And all I want is you,
Because I have so much fun,
When it’s us two.

I can’t wait to hug you,
And to give you a kiss,
I can’t wait to hold you
Ahh.. I just Miss.

What can I do baby?
When I’m missing you like crazy?

When your always on my mind

Ode To Lost Sleep 

Sleep fails me more and moreI lay awake tossing and turning, 

My mind unable to quit down  

Staring at the wall and ceiling gets old fast

I dont know what happened and why I cant sleep 

None of the sleep soultions help 

I feel helpless and hopeless 

My mind dwells in darkness of shadowy sadness, 

And unending sorrows

I silently cry tears of fears and sorrows that only I know, 

About noone sees the shadow of my life’s struggles against this thief, 

Bipolar has many mangled sides to it ,watch closely and it will steal everything

Starting with the thoughts of happiness it will replace them with gloom and doom worries about Silly things as well what if if only!

Then your to tired and worried to sleep so you just pass the time and worry and fear eats away 

You peaceful slumber by the time you have figured it out the problem isn’t easily remedy.