Nocturne of Nihilism

Nocturne of Nihilism

I looked into the eyes
Of evil and I was not afraid.
I shrugged it off and walked away
Death danced seductively, on parade
You knock me down, watch me
Bleed and I just get back up.
I don’t care about the wounds
You think you’ve inflicted.
It doesn’t matter what went
On between us, the feelings have
Not died and yet, somehow, I’ve
Lost the will to feel it now.
I am not cold, I am not sad
And my anger comes and goes.
I don’t believe it truly matters
What my heart feels anyway
I didn’t ask you to feel for me
I never promised myself to care for
You forever. I admit I am a liar
And I admit I do not care