America’s Angels

America’s Angels
The day was one of deafness,
One none of us could bare to hear.
The world as we knew it
Was close to the end, so we feared.
So many quickly taken without
Sharing loving goodbyes.
Through sadness of many aching tears
We shared our loss with the sound of cries.
Over and over it played in our minds,
That terrible scene high up in the sky.
God suddenly had new angels to give golden
Wings to fly.
Many were left to keep living, knowing life had to go on.
New lives meant new meanings and the rhythm of a new song.
God Bless everyone who lost loved ones on September 11, 2001.

Time Timed

Time Timed

If I could just stop time would I
No, I think I would question why
And wonder why we want to freeze
All that today puts us at ease
But in frozen time comfort will rust
Trapped moments are no more than dust.
If I could buy more time, would I
No, I think I would question why
And wonder why we want to lengthen
A cord that only use can strengthen
No more no less, what is. . .is right
Because Time can never cure hindsight
Can speed have a speed…or Time be timed.
Can thoughts in my head be really mimed.
When the wine entered my head i chimed…..
Everything if not reasoned is RHYMED

If I Knew..

If I Knew…5/24/02
If I knew it would be the last time
That I’d see you fall asleep
I would hug you more tightly
And pray the lord, your soul to keep
If I knew it would be the last time
That I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
And call you back for one more
If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
To stop and say, “I love you”
Instead of assuming you would know I do
But just in case I might be wrong,
And today is all I get,
I’d like to say how much I love you
And I hope we never forget
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
I get to hold you tight.



She told me she loved me,

She told me she cared.
She promised to help me,

She said she’d always be around.
I guess she’s a liar,

She’s not here anymore.
I hardly ever see her,

She barely comes back.
It used to hurt and it still does.
But I’ve learned to ignore it,

I shut that pain out.
She cheated me a childhood,

She stole from me my normal life.
She told me a thousand lies,

Left me confused by hypocrisy.
I can never forgive her,

My mother the traitor.


We never even got to know each other,
Though you lived inside me for a while.
You were born too soon and left again,
Without granting us a smile.
The hurt is deep,
We feel it now and always will,
But the memory of what might have been
Is what we’ll always keep.

Look at me,

How far I’ve come..

Now watch me unravel and come undone.

In hindsight,


It all makes sense-

Backstabbed by people

I considered my friends.

Sometimes I feel like I’m to blame;

I go to scream,

But I refrain.

I go to talk,

Then lose my breath-

My tears are all that I have left.

I’ve lost what I have cherished most;

I’m a lone survivor,

Living among ghosts.

Broken Heart

Broken Heart

You broke my heart,

Tore it in two,

Then lied even more.

You broke my heart,

Said you still loved me,

Then went for my enemy.

You broke my heart,

Told me you liked her,

Then said you didn’t love me anymore.

You broke my heart,

I told you I still loved you,

Then you said you never loved me.


When I Woke Up
I woke up to an empty space
That place where I would see your face
The pillow cold, the covers neat
Our big old dog lay at my feet…
…Waiting for me to get up.

I got up to an empty space
I made my coffe in the same old place
Your cup sits empty in the cupboard there
On the counter some breakfast we used to share…
…I cannot eat.

I walked out to an empty space
I drew a smile upon my face
But deep inside my heart would cry
Sometimes so bad I thought I’d die…
…and I do.


It’s A Shame

It’s a shame that the world has to die
Like a growing flower in orbit.
The delicate petals like fingers of children
That will be no more.
Its a shame that the fallen skies
Will surround the rivers with dust
And cover the seas like a woolen blanket
Which has been torn in the middle
Like the heart of a lost soul.
The paper is blotted,
Crystal glasses is shattered,
The eye of a lion gauged in a gruesome war.
Doves become black as ashes,
The purity of this earth disappeared
As a crow in the dead of night.
People create the worlds nature,
Now people are destroying the nature
That creatures created.

Lost Dream

We meet only a week ago
We vowed our lives together
We shared the same dreams and goals
We were a match made from heaven by Allah
She would not let go she stole him away from me
My heart bleeds every minute we are apart
My heart will shatter in a matter of days
Be broken beyond repair my love is gone afar
I miss him

I need him ,

Love him
I understand why he left
To finish the unfinished.

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