Lonely

Lonely
I want to go to a far away place called home
I want a man that I can call my own
I’m an angel who wants everyone to know
I am very lonely I want somewhere to go
It hurts so bad I can’t sleep at night
Till I’m alone in my room holding on to my pillow tight
I dream about glasses breaking
And when I get anxious my legs start shaking
These thoughts drag me in so deep
I think about it so much, till I can’t sleep
I’m talking to someone, maybe from above
But no one is there to love
It feels like I can’t have this or this is what it seems
And when I do sleep lonely in my dreams
All I want is to go home
And have one man to call my own

Alone

 Alone
Here I sit,
All alone in my room.
People are all around me.
Yet,
I am all alone.
They say this will pass.
They say put the past behind.
They tell me to smile,
But the smiles are just a front.
I feel sad and alone.
All I want to do is cry,
Hoping the tears will wash away the heartache and pain,
And allow me to feel life again.
I am numb now;
Nothing makes any sense.
reach out for you,
But you’re no longer there.
I long for the days past,
When you were near me.
I feel your presence and love,
But your arms aren’t here to hold or comfort my fears.
You said you would never go,
That you would always be here.
But you left me during the night
And I awoke all alone in a crowded room

Alone

Alone

Here I sit, all alone in my room.

People are all around me.

Yet, I am all alone.

They say this will pass.

They say put the past behind.

They tell me to smile,

But the smiles are just a front.

I feel sad and alone.

All I want to do is cry,

Hoping the tears will wash away the heartache and pain,

And allow me to feel life again.

I am numb now;

Nothing makes any sense.

I reach out for you,

But you’re no longer there.

I long for the days past,

When you were near me.

I feel your presence and love,

But your arms aren’t here to hold or comfort my fears.

You said you would never go,

That you would always be here.

But you left me during the night

And I awoke all alone in a crowded room.

CHAPTER 2: SECOND LEVEL – NEGATION OF SHIRK (PART 1)

This matter is connected with the first matter that is explained earlier about obligation of worshipping of Allah and following the path of Prophet ﷺ. So whoever worships Allah subhana watalah, and also associate anyone else along with Him, then his worship will be futile or null. Because worship can only benefit when it is done with ikhlas […]

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Her Fight

She’s trying to keep that courage To show the world she’s as fierce Doesn’t hurt, whatever the damage Because she’s a fighter without tears Her struggle is hers to keep Broken vows and broken hearts Her scars are beyond skin deep From them she can never part Inside, where only she can see She knows […]

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