Awakening To Reality

Awakening To Reality

 

He stood there with his smooth black eyes
And stared at me in negligee.
The night was cold and dark for Death
WIth moonlight bright upon the sill.
His teeth were smooth and milky white
WIth rose colored lips he smirked.
My throat was bare for all the world with
Curving, gulping, fearful breaths.
His eyes never wavered form their perch
At the curve of my shoulder and neck.
The steps were loud drawing close with
The kiss that would lock me in eternity.
The fangs sunk deep into sinless skin
Hot and moist biting through.
My knees were buckling in exquisite form
And the bruises spread with force.
He layed me down on hardwood floor
As we watched the redness spread.

Gone!

In the cold pale morn
Her cold dead lips
She wasn’t in love
She never was
The death that took her was
Quite
Excruciating
Doctors diagnosed
Depression
But that’s not
Why she died
She died
Of
Despair
Loneliness
Because
No one cared
No one called
Her on the phone
She had no one
No one even
Knew where
She lived
At work she was overlooked
The best in her
Field
But
No one
Noticed
Cared
Her friends
Or so they called
Themselves
Described her
As
Withdrawn
Quite
Shy
Solf-spoken
Very timid
Around guys
She died
Because
No one
Loved her
Her heart
Broke
From
Lack of
Affection
Of human contact
One day
She decides
To disappear
She thought
What’s the use
No one cares
All they do is give me abuse
Physical
Mental
Sexual
I get bullied
And
Harassed
At work
By some weirdo jerk
Who grabs my ass
The day
She died from
Lack of love
No one noticed
They didn’t
See the empty
Shell
She was still
Alive to them
They didn’t
Realize
The distance look
In her eyes
No one realized
Until it was to late
By then she was
Gone
Gone was her
Smile
Her laugh
In it’s place
Was a Blank
Sonic look
Copyright ©2005(written about abuse) 

set me free

My heart hurts
Tired
Aching
Straining to understand
Why you are so cruel
To me
Why
What did I do?
I never hurt you
I only cared for you
But you are a monster
Leave me alone
Stop
Telling
Lies
Go away
I want to be free
Leave me be!

(Written when I was in Abusive relationship)
Copyright ©2005

Abandoned Souls

It was late. And dark. Very dark. The wind howled, viciously tearing leaves off desperate branches.. He clambered onto the creaky chair and pressed his nose against the foggy window pane, his pale hands gripping the wet glass, tracing the drops as they streamed down, reflecting the salty tears trickling from his own haunted eyes. […]

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