All I Ever Wanted

All I Ever Wanted

All I ever wanted was some place to hide.
I don’t want to fight you,

I’m being eaten by the nothing.
I AM the nothing,

And you are less;
Inside HIM I can hide.
He is the DEVIL,

He is my lover,
I can’t live like this,
It’s killing me!
All I ever wanted was to be free!
But these chains hold me down,
No matter how I fight!
These tears I cry,

These screams you cannot hear,

All of this inside of me,
And you wonder why?

All I ever wanted was to die.
Why won’t you let me?