I sit and I wonder.
I Think and I cry.
How did this happen ?
Someone please tell me why.
Often I did feel you near,
When you started to slip my head filled with tears.
When they told me the news I shook in fear,
Fear of living not of dying ,
Fear of joy not of crying,
Fear of talking not of shouting.
I couldn’t help but remember the joy you bring,
Brought I should say since now you lay.
Once, a great while ago,
In which this time did not go slow I thought I had you for forever,
This can no longer be as one trigger is pulled by an absent minded killer
Cold enough to make anyone shiver.
Because of this I can no longer dream of a family in which I can no longer see.
When I hear your name my mind starts spinning,
Confusion and hate,
Life and fate,
Someone’s love given a day to late ,
Maybe a minute for all we know,
One life taken just for show ?
What happened that night,
I wish I knew as the rain began to fall one face turned blue.
One story told,
Before the seasons turned cold.
Hot summer nights can no longer be,
Do you remember the love you gave to me ?