In The Pasted

I see your puppy dog eyes,

They are buried in my vision.

No one can take that away.

Your smile which used to bring me so much joy is still imbedded in my mind,

Heart, and soul.

I twisted your hair only to realize that I had no skills whatsoever to even attempt to do that.

But you allowed me too.

Your teeth,

Your tummy,

And your feet.

Please,

The memories are still vivid.

No one can change those memories.

They are forever a part of me.

The love that I once felt could never be replaced,

Years later finding out that it never could.

We bought so much pain into each other’s life.

I’m sad for the choices that I made.

I wish I knew what I had back then.

I’m sorry for ever causing you any pain and I hope the feeling is mutual.

You were an angel for me at times.

I couldn’t fully return that for you because

I didn’t know how

Your….

Your….

Your…

My friend,

My companion,

Through good times and bad my friend,

My buddy,

Through happy and sad,

Beside me you stand,

Beside me you walk,

You’re there to listen,

You’re there to talk,

With happiness,

Smiles,

With pain and tears,

I know you’ll be there,

Throughout the years

I Heard The Eagle Call My Name

I Heard The Eagle Call My Name

Standing in the sun looking at the shadows of the trees

Majestic beauty calming wind that’s when I heard the eagle call my name

Warm sweet breeze smell of pine in the air shadow of an eagle flying high above the trees 

That’s when I heard the eagle call my name

He called my name with such intensity 

I stopped and watched as he flew about showing all his beauty

That’s when the eagle called my name softly in numbers….