How Far I’ve Come

Look at me,

How far I’ve come..

Now watch me unravel and come undone.

In hindsight, now,

It all makes sense-

Backstabbed by people

I considered my friends.

Sometimes I feel like I’m to blame;

I go to scream,

But I refrain.

I go to talk,

Then lose my breath-

My tears are all that I have left.

I’ve lost what I have cherished most;

I’m a lone survivor,

Living among ghosts.

Do Echoes End?

Do Echoes End?

What can you do when you’ve hurt a friend
When you know that you’re to blame
When your heart can’t seem to let it end
When thoughts echo with their name
What can you say when “I’m Sorry” is too small
When there is so much more that you feel
How can you answer a broken heart’s call
When you know that the heartache is real
Where do you go when you can not get back
Those things precious that one should not loose
How do you pick a right or wrong track
When the music is not yours to choose
What do you do when tears run dry
When you can’t change a moment past

How do you learn to say goodbye
To a feeling you dreamt would last
What can you do when you’ve hurt a friend
When you know that you’re to blame
When your heart doesn’t want to let it end
When your dreams still echo their name

Hate

Hate
My heart begins to ache,
And I don’t know how I feel.
My mind goes blank,
And I don’t know what to say.
My body begins to falter,
And I’m too weak to stand.
My eyes begins to water,
And I don’t want to cry.
My soul tries to hold on,
And it’s too late.
Someone I love died today,
I guess it was their fate.