I can’t hold it in, all this pain.
I can’t take the insanity of these mind games.
It’s killing me, tearing me apart inside.
The longer I contemplate it,
The less of it I can take.
Fall into my black hole, and woe be unto you.
My saddened state is somewhere I don’t want to be.
I have no choice, it’s draining me.
Until I draw my last breath,
I’ll suffer here in this world.
So every night when I go to sleep, I beg.
Pray that if I must suffer, let me then die.