dua

“Lonely hours are the best moments of life,

Because they’re the only time

I share my deepest secrets with the most trusted person in the world;

Myself AND the One that created her; Allah azza wa jaal.”

Sinking into Shadow

I saw the maiden’s 
Silvery hair, her eyes like 
Rubies shone brighter in 
The night than the sun 
Then I knew the voice 
That called so softly 
To my soul had taken over 
What was never my own 
And who am I to deny 
The beauty of a perfect 
Heavenly paradise to 
Those who lie down 
To happily die and who 
Was I to warn them anyway 
I just ran away today 
Crying, weeping, and never 
Never sleeping as the screams 
Of past and future haemorrhage 
Inside me, killing me so lovely

MOM AND DAD

If I have to be with you,
I need to know if you can be my guiding lights.
I came from my Creator and I want an assurance you can raise
And show me the right way back to my Creator.
Will you be by my side until the end?
Can I tell you my fears deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep?

Dad, I will love her 3x more than you…
Can you choose the best mother for me?
Is it asking too much for you to give me a guiding hands that will care
and teach me ways to live my life according to what my Lord wishes?
Nothing is so hard but search will find it out.
Defer not till to-morrow to be wise, to-morrow’s sun to thee may never rise.
Leave no stone un-turned. Don’t leave my fate to chances that she might learn it anyway, The teachings of Islam.
Don’t play with fate flirting with non believers,
Remember there is no gathering a rose without being pricked by thorns.
Your weak heart might give in and by accident gave me
A mother who got no lights of “ILM” to beam my way.
Beware of inborn ethics passed from genes of the enemy of Islam.

Mom, he will be my role model.
I know for every tears i will cry, you will be there to hug
And assure me of your unconditional love to soothe my fears.
I will give you joy and many warm smiles,
Can we share that on good Islamic environment in our home?
I will not forget what’s important to you,
Will you remember what’s important to me too?
With you my whole life and love to share,
If only I know that You truly care?
If you can put my future over your interests and earthly desires,
Then I will know you are a “NUR” light of my life most true.

Finally, I pray to Allah: Let not that happen which I wish, but that which is right, as I am aware, not by years but by attitude is wisdom and Islamic knowledge acquired.

Kindly send this to brothers and illigible sisters. One of them could be my future mom and Dad….please tell them not to forget me and to remember my whispers.
Don’t say I love you, rather say: lihub-bullah – I love you for the sake of Allah