Thoughts

I feel now that I want to die
I  sweet now exactly why
I  wonder now if I should even try
I want something perfect
I  want something I almost had
Now that I‘ve lost it
I  feel nothing but depression and anger
The only thing I wanted
Was something I ‘ll never have
I want to forget
But there no way I  can

I  thought I was stronger
And thought my pain was over
I don’t know what to do
How to think
To make it all feel better
Its all for the best