No one hears me, understands me
I speak in silence
Hoping that someone will see my words,
My message
Hoping to find love, it has arrived so divine
I wish for a stronger, better life
filled with everlasting touch
I dream the future, but hold the past
My body is brimmed with so many confusions
Am I really here experiencing fullness?
I must be, the pain is so real
The hurt I feel could never be imagined
But I will pull through into greatness
And destroy whatever faces into me
As I struggle I will fight until the end
Whenever it may come
Dpressedmuslimah 
know how it feels to not be heard or understood hugs , hope you find relief from your pain
It really sucks is the only word I can think of to describe how I feel so much of the time I feel like I’m not part of society at times
hugs