Broken Heart

Broken Heart

You broke my heart,
Tore it in two,
Then lied even more.You broke my heart,
Said you still loved me,
Then went for my enemy.
You broke my heart,
Told me you liked her,
Then said you didn’t love me anymore.You broke my heart,
I told you…

I still loved you,
Then you said you never loved me.

Salams beloved I miss you I love you
Will you be online tomorrow?
I sure hope so my heart yearns for you
I love you
Every breath I take screams your name
I feel your pain and worry for me
Please do not worry about me
I will be OK
 I love you without reason
I love you through the seasons
Through rain and shine
Blue skies and green trees and black seas 
Nothing can keep me from you
I will travel to the ends of earth and back again just for you
Our souls are entwined 
Our hearts are already bounded together
This is true love
This is forever love
The kind that comes only once in a life time
 To you and only you I give my heart
And my body
You have lighted a eternal flame
Just with you gentle words and kind spirit
You reached out to me in my hour of deepest need
For this I love you
My words cannot do justice to how much I love you
I can’t express it with 26 letter
Not with stars
I love u forever always beyond more most to infinity
I love you
My beloved 

Life’s a Prison

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don’t matter,
There’s no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you’re better without one –
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don’t let on that you’re not,
What you’re pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a time bomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can’t.

Stone Tears

My emotions pick up power and speed
Then break and smash and explode at my heart.
The great surges of my feelings impede
All that’s consciously right. I start to cry.
Every tear sends waves of unseen feelings
Through the hidden surface of our lives.
They roll and fall until all love is gone,
All life is lived, and each feeling explored.

Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of  nothingness
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.
Allah Hafiz


I’m swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
And I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
And I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won’t let go of its hold on me
And I slowly begin to give in
To the feeling that lies below the water line
The waters start to fill my lungs
The lungs that once held so much life
Yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn’t lead to happiness
But why doesn’t someone grab my hand
Pull me from darkness’ grasp?
Because no one knows I stand at the boundary
The boundary between light and dark
So I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
That I once held in my heart
can’t save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
Undetected by the occupants of that world
I don’t want to fight anymore
I’ve given into darkness

Beyond Comprehension

No one hears me, understands me
I speak in silence
Hoping that someone will see my words,

My message
Hoping to find love, it has arrived so divine
I wish for a stronger, better life
filled with everlasting touch
I dream the future, but hold the past
My body is brimmed with so many confusions
Am I really here experiencing fullness?
I must be, the pain is so real
The hurt I feel could never be imagined
But I will pull through into greatness
And destroy whatever faces into me
As I struggle I will fight until the end
Whenever it may come

Dear Allah

well written thanks for sharing

In Pursuit of Peace!

There are days when I feel a sort of emptiness within me. Most of the time I just try to ignore it and engage myself in some task but I fail to understand why that happens..! Either I am going wrong somewhere or it’s a test from the Almighty.. but in utter desperation I pray for peace, and long for the company of The most High..for only He can fill the void in my heart. Only He can make my heart soft and grant me the strength to go through life, one day at a time.

Dear Allah,

You know I love you. I love you so much. You’re the only source of hope and positivity in my life. Allah, I have learned so much about islam and You and myself because of this incredible pain that you’ve laid on my shoulders to test me. I used to feel angry…

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