Am I Alone?

I get a funny feeling,
It comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
Wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
My Mom says it’s just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
No one will ever be able to see.

Some say I’m psycho,
Some say I’m just weird.
It’s like I’m a different person,
And the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
Followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
It will some day.

8 thoughts on “Am I Alone?

  1. Asalaamu alaikum sister. I have just stumbled across your blog from a link on Nimmi Afzal’s Adorable Life blog. I was initially shocked by your blog name and then most saddened as I have a quick look around and find you unhappy in most of your posts. InshaAllah you are able to find some enjoyment from day to day activities and will feel able to post something uplifting and inspiring soon. Thinking of you.

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