Daily Archives: March 29, 2015
Searched The Light
السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته
بارك الله فيكم
My Expression “Searched the light”
She walked in
life vein
She saw around
only the darkness.
Her life road
was not straight
the sharp pebbles had
blocked her journey.
She fell into the depth of misery
She crawled
to back to her path
searched the light.
Now, she can see
She can see her light
from a far
She tries to hold it so eagerly.
She hopes it’ll be
much brighter than
the sunlight
and can brightened
her path.
Surrounded by Depressed Fog
I weep my heart out
no one cares
slowly I have fallen
down into the gray blackness of
despair
anguishing for hours
can barely left my head
dragging myself through the days
I paste on a mask and hope none sees through
my pain is always bubbling up, just beneath;
never rising
I hide the tears and fears
depression slowly pulls me down
lower than the darkest hour
I cry out to Allah to give me relief from the never ending battle
I am bone weary how much longer must I fight against this losing battle
I have fought for years and nothing ever changes
the struggles of depression makes me forget how to smile or laugh
I feel like a big damp cold colorless fog holds onto me
