I struggle daily in my faith I am not sure why?
I am struggling but I am
Some days I find it very hard to get up and do my prayers why?
My limbs are heavy with fatigue
My bones ache
At night I don’t sleep, I just toss and turn cryings quietly into my pillow
My soul aches and I can’t seem to stop the pain
All I can do is say Bismillah
Wait for the pain to pass
I would never wish this pain on anyone it is quietly wrenching it is soul sucking
Why Allah Do I have this struggle and fight for everything?