poem to husband

 My life without you is like a body without head
                           My life without you is like the world without air
                           My life without you is like a sea without oxygen
                           My life without you is like a house without roof
                           My life without you is like a pond without fish
                           My life without you is like the world without sun
                           My life without you is like the night without moon
                           My life without you is like the night without stars 
                           My life without you is like a blind man in the darkness.
                           My life without you,is not sweet.
                                        You are my life.
                                        You are my joy.
                                        You are my happiness.
                                        You are my dream.
                                        You are my treasure.
                                        You are my light.                                        
                                        You are my mirror.   
                                        You are all i want in my life
                                        You are the keys to my paradise.

changes happen fast

Diary of a Revert Muslimah

as salam alikum I have been a bit behind in doing post for my blog for this I am truly sorry , Life has a way of running away with your time if your not careful .

I took a long plane ride from Morocco to home it was very hard as my baby was sick and puked on me 4 different times in one day .

I have seen my primary care doctor and she is sending me to specialist cardiologist to have my yearly check up , neurologist to try and figure out why I am constantly dizzy  as well to address the head aches I have daily that do not respond to pain medication . Physical therapy for pain of back joints and also the dizziness and mental health for my bipolar . I also have to see a dentist and get new prescription eye glasses .

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5 Newer Theories on the Cause of Depression

Therese J. Borchard

depression-brainI grew up thinking depression was as simple as one little transmitter getting lost somewhere on his way from one neuron to the other, much like I do when I venture further than five miles from home. It’s an easy explanation–a chemical imbalance in the brain–one that pharmaceutical companies have adopted to craft creative commercials like the Zoloft egg not chasing the butterfly.

But depression is so much more complex than that. Here are a few other plausible causes of depression that have surfaced from recent studies:

1. Faulty Brain Wiring

When experts scanned the brains of depressed people, they discovered that the frontal lobes of the brain, the part associated with higher cognitive processes, displayed lower activity levels than those in non-depressed patients. Other brain imagining reveals breakdown in normal patterns of emotional processing that impedes the ability of depressed patients to suppress negative emotional states. High levels of…

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Prayer to Allah

Diary of a Revert Muslimah


Allah is the best of planners and providers.

Allah gives trials and tests to those he chooses.

Allah has tried far better people with far worse trials and they stood firm steadfast and far more patient then I.

 Allah sends mercy and ease in due time to those who remain patient. All that being said I have to tell myself this sometimes on a daily basis. I have had such a difficult time and have such a heavy heart right now.

SPD (Sensory Processing Disorder) is so bitter sweet it has its ups and downs and moments of truth.

I pray that Allah helps and heals my daughter and son.

I pray that Allah protects them and keeps safe and upon the straight path. I pray that Allah blesses my children and keep them strong steadfast and patient.

I pray I can make it through my test. I pray I can handle it all with steadfastness and…

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The Wise Moter

Diary of a Revert Muslimah

I read this and just had to share:

My husband and I disagreed about something. I did what I have always done when I had a difference of opinion with someone… I called my Mum. Before I could even finish my sentence, she asked me if I had prayed about it yet. Before I could respond, she told me that she would not allow me to…call her and complain about my husband to her, nor would she allow me to discuss our arguments/disagreements with her. I sat there stunned. Then she said something that has stuck with me for a very long time. “My daughter, the thing is,because you love him the way you love him, when the argument is over it’s over. But, I don’t love him the way you love him, and it would be far too easy for me to pick up a grudge…

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