Praying for strentgh

I am so depressed and despondent
Frustration is a daily occurrence
hopelessness is caused by the mind numbing monotony of boredom
Sleep is elusive and ever fleeting

Dreams are none existent

Life is always in shades of gray

nothing happy ever stays

darkness shadows and ghost haunt the walls of my mind

tormenting me at all hours

should haves

could haves

would haves

always getting in the way

All I can do is fall down and pray

Pray for hope

Pray for strength

Pray for patience

Pray for Allah to show me the way out of this gray

Abnormal Depression, In This Ordinary World

thoughts of a lunatic


What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some are saying.
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away.

But I won’t cry for yesterday,
there’s an ordinary world,
somehow I have to find.

And as I try to make my way,
To the ordinary world,
I will learn to survive.

The lights, all the lights. The flashing cameras, the voices of strangers. It is happening again. Another celebrity has died, and mental illness gets the spotlight for a few minutes. It gets to be paraded around in front of your television screens; it gets to be talked about in such a way, you’d think it wasn’t really that bad at all.

“There’s help out there!”

“We need to talk about this kind of stuff!”

“Depression doesn’t have to get that bad, there are options other than suicide.”

And they’re right. There is help out there. We do need to talk…

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