Why do I bother ?
Why do I wake up and struggle every day seems to me there must be a easier way .
All I feel is pain and hurt even my dreams are filled with despair !
Why am I the only one who cares ?
Why do I keep trying to repair my mind it’s broken
There is no fixing it , I’d be better off dead, then I wouldn’t be a burden or a stress and I’d be one less thing people to worry about.
No one really needs me and my broken brain to worry about.
All I do is drag everyone in my life down into this deep dark hole filled with doubt despair , loneliness and sadness
I am a huge mess