Fighting Bipolar

the fight goes on round one goes to depression round two goes to loneliness round three goes to me I feel like my life is all about fighting depression and loneliness  , I don’t feel like I am making any progress it’s like I go two steps forward and three steps back or maybe its four steps to the side .

No one realizes how hard it is to deal with bipolar some days all is good and well then other days it is hard so hard that it pains the whole body and the soul aches and hurts it doesn;t matter how much you pray and excise and take your medications bipolar is like living with a huge heavy weight sometimes it’s at bay other times it just smacks you down out of no were , some people fight and fight and still lose others just give up and quit .

When will I not have to fight and fight my life feels like I live in a world of gray like someone sucked all the color and joy out of life

 

2 thoughts on “Fighting Bipolar

  1. It’s important to talk about how you feel. Stay in touch with your family. They may not always understand you because of your depression & mood swings. Be honest with them. Try to educate what Depression is like. What having Bipolar is. Maybe you can have one of your family members go with you to your mental health doctor. Please see a doctor not some social worker. You will need medication and you will heal. Do not estrange your family & stop taking medication. This is an illness and you will get well.

    Please be kind to your self.

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